Sick

Recently i'm very sick of myself.
I felt that i can't do anything right.. What I did is a mess, i really don't what is happening with me. I can't do the FYP well, I just worried about my friends, but i gave a lots of pressure to them as well, i even felt tired to do the LJMU application thing. I do not mean to mess up the things or make it bad , but...........almost every week i did the same mistake.See how useless i'm.

I saw you guys keep supporting me and keep telling me that you like me and love me so much, i felt very guilty.
I felt so shame and embarrass to face you guys. I felt useless when i saw your supporting message, because i've no value to let you guys to rely on already.

I'm very tired, mentally exhausted. I know you all treated me very well, because of this, i really can't face you all.
I felt like i wanna leave you guys for a while.