Recovery

Recently, I got back the feeling of being "Sidney Foong".

Throughout many things I had experienced, make me change a lot! I become moody all the day, the smile on my face is disappearing and always think of nonsense(negative side), feeling pity of myself. All because of the assignment and some complicated stuffs.It was a hard time for me, but i have a some good friends help me a lot~ They cheep me up, listen to me, try to do something to make me happy. Sorry for those things and make you all worried about me.

The blues is gone. I gone back to the original Sidney Foong that you all use to know, the Sidney that likes to play , to have fun, to talk about the 38 things and blah blah blah~~ My smiley face is back~~ hohohoho~~!!!!

Keep it on Sidney~!

No more waitings!

Actually today i date my friend to go sing k @ Sunway Pyramid. She asked me to wait for her 12pm @ Mid Valley Opp Bus stop, then we go together. 

I scared she wait for me, so i reach there in time 12pm. Then i waited for 1 hour, she hasn't turn up yet , i called and smsed her, but she didn't pick up my calls nor replying me. I have a little worried about her, thought she forgets I waiting or she lost her way here. So I smsed and told her, I'm leaving, but actually i just go into the mall and go shopping. 

Waiting an hour, I'm no feeling of angriness. I just felt disappointing, because my the other friends also put me in fool. They even worse, make me waited them for 2 hours and not just once.They will only appear together. I'm very unhappy with this. Why always treat me like that~! Did I so that not important~!Do they have the passion to meet with me? They make me hanging around like nut, do they feel sorry to me?????? After they saw me, they said nothing and just pretend nothing happened. At first I can pretend nothing happened, I "forgive" them for making me wait for so long. But recently they do it again to me~! I also don't why i still wanna wait for them. I tell myself, just let it go let it go, but after I thought back,  i felt abandon and angry! I treated myself so badly! 

Now i premise myself, I never treat myself so bad any more!

Thank for your ♥

Thank for being so good to me.
Although we are not together now but you always keep me in your heart.
You update me frequently, you really care for me. You worried for me if i in blues. (sorry to let you worry)

You treat like me a precious jewel. You make me feel my importance.
Really appreciate what you had gave me. It is really my luck to know you.
I'll never forget you.

Stay good take care~
♥sidney