No more odd feelings

Yesterday my friends and I went to the new open shopping mall on B.Bintang_ Fahrenheit 88. 

I take monorail to my destination. When i reach B.Bintang, they haven't contact me so have a little walk on Lot10. Then I passed by Adidas, just take a look outside the shopping. When I turn back, I saw my friends laugh at me. they Followed me from the monorail. Luckily I didn't do something funny.


Then we walk to the new mall. Most of the shop haven't open yet, there are many new brands in the mall. Then one of the friends wanna have lunch, he is starving. Then we have our lunch at a Japanese restaurant. In the lunch we chat about the funny things of our internship time.


Suddenly, I realize they wore the same colour shirt AGAIN~! Actually that day I also wanna wear a dark gray shirt, but i change my mind. This proves we have no fate~T.T


After lunch we walk over to Pavilion to continue our walk. On the way to Pavilion, we need to cross a busy road, the traffic light is going to turn light, i ask them to walk quickly, wanna cross the road or not. One of friends say yes and pushed me softly to cross the road. But both of them didn't cross, leave me alone on the other side of the road. Huh! so bad purposely push me cross the road first, so that they can be with together.
( Kidding la~!)

Then we walk about the mall. The reason I went here really wanna shop. But i buy nothing, they bought a shorts and a jeans. One of my friend tried on a pair of jeans, me and the other friend also says he looked good in the jeans, but he hesitate. He scared to we will cheat him to buy the jeans, and tried on the jeans many times. So funny and cute. After buying the jeans, we purposely play a joke with him and act in front of him, my friend told him the jeans actually looked like bell-bottomed pants (what he worried about), then i say
why you tell him. Then his face immediately turn black and stare at us fiercely. Then we laugh at him , revealed was a joke. 


After that , is time to go home.




Photos

Having lunch

Fried Saba and fried Udon

"push" me cross de road 1st, so happy there~

See the expression of him in the 1st and last photo! Obviously different. Notice the same color clothing they wore.

Feeling:
Simple and nothing special again , but feeling happy be with my friends. No more odd feeling being with them. Really enjoy the time we were together. But happy moment passes fast, wish we can spend more times together.

雨

最近有人提醒我，原来我喜欢下雨的.
我突然恍然大悟~！因为我不知道什么时候遗忘了这件事！
人啊~都在拼命的忙碌着，让最原始的我也遗忘了。


我喜欢雨~！
雨带来了凉爽,
雨洗涤了一天的烦恼，
雨让我觉得特别的宁静，打开了窗，躺在床上什么都不用想~


雨
当我撑着那把蓝色的雨伞时,在大雨中我感受到雨伞给我的安全感。
没有安全感的我，在这时也感觉的到伞给我的保护。


像朋友和我没有联络，我就会觉得大家已忘记了我。我需要大家的慰问，来安抚我没安全感的心。


时间过了，经过了不少事物，逼我成长。
我还能找回我以前的单纯吗？ 
静静的聆听雨声，我想 还可以吧。。。


我爱。雨

No more the important one

Last time my friends use to treat me the best~~ everything they know, they will have the passion to let me know, to share the latest news to me. They really good to me, with them i feel my importance. What they do also think about me. I'm very appreciate they treat me a treasure.

Because i have the perfection. Make me feels other people  also need to treat me like them. I know this is not right, but i can't control myself~  I know many people are very caring to me ( try to hypnotize myself), but i'm greedy, i wanna more~~!!

For many times, i be the last one to know the news, no more freshness to talk about the topic, they already discussed about it.
Recently really feel abandon, if i didn't find them,  there are nobody bother my existence. i don't know what is happening behind of me~ nobody tells me. By the time i know the stuff, it is already past tense.

Someone says if any unhappy stuff happen, the person will leave the key person. But actually is useless. If the key person leaves, happiness is never comes back. I think if I slowly leave the them, maybe is the solution. But am I really willing do it???????

Sometimes I felt lost, they always say i'm important, without me, is also without a happiness. But is it really like that. I can't feel my importance any more, if I wasn't there, happiness still remains. There are nobody think of me any more, ah maybe yes, but the decision, conclusion was already made.

They are so important to me, everything i did, i think of them first. I will appreciate the times that we are together. But seem like i'm the one who have the passion. I have nothing left to say.

What can I do! The use to be 'treasure' is no more treasure, now just a unnoticeable 'thing'.

Go "gaigai" with friends

My mom's birthday is coming. I haven't get her a gift yet, so i date my friends to go shopping with me~
Actually the reason i date them ,not only for buy gift, but wanna be with them.


That i reach kl very early, we date about 2.00pm at Pavilion, i 1.35pm already reach kl. Both of my friends haven't reach yet ,so i back to my life~~!!! Go to watch magazine~ go to bookstore.......after these places they still haven't arrive yet , so i went to Suria KLCC myself.


I search for the gift myself 1s lo~ since nothing to do~ i went to Sony-center, play around the phones, then went to Kinokunia Book Store to read to books and magazines, later 3.45pm i walk to pavilion, one of my friends only call me. Then the other one smsed to at the same time. Both of them reach at the same time , wore the same color clothing (not the first time), haiz~~!! How matching they are.


Then we walked into many shops to search for the gift and one of my friend wanna buy shorts, search for it also lo~  later i find a small bag for my mom. After that, we went to Pepper lunch to have our dinner, my friends tried before , but this is my first time ^^

Having dinner @ Pepper Lunch, Pavilion.8.10pm

Later we take bus together, go to one of our friend's house and stay over night there~ Nothing special that day. Oh one of my friends ask we all to go have a drink, i thought he won't come , but he came~! Lost already lo, predict wrongly.


The next day, originally my friend and i wanna go have Old Town's breakfast. But one piggy(he) haven't wake up yet. So our plan is ruined~! T.T Later my friend invite me to watch drama with her. After drama, we discuss about our childhood idol "Pokemon". Both of us watched before ,but the oldest one, nope~!
One of my friends nickname is "Pikachu", then i say the oldest one is "Raichu" , then my friend said i'm "傻鸭"~~!! I don't want~~!! I want to be "Pichu" haha~


Then one of my friends wanna to go back her place to have a bathe and prepare to go Sunway Pyramid. After waiting her at the lobby, we go to take LRT to our destination.
On the LRT, went we reach Pasar Seni, i wanna get out from the train, but they stopped me , and the oldest tell me , we stop at Kelana Jaya. Gosh~! Miscommunication~! Never mind we also reach there safely.


Once we reach there, we wanna eat ,but don't know what to eat and keep asking me. Actually i'm   find on what to eat. But the oldest keep ask me what to eat, i was curious. The other friend told me he bothers about my feeling. Is it?? If yes i really appreciate it thank o~~~!!


After that we walked around the mall. The oldest need to find his brother to pass him something from their mom. Then we went to Watson, the oldest wanna buy wet tissue and ask my opinion which one to buy. The other friend told me he wanna buy toner, after he tried one time. she say to the oldest.
"你去看你的东西啦~我跟w.ken去研究一下" then she pull me to the department.  I feel so surprise and delighted~~hehe~~ why she ask me one~??? I didn't expect she will ask me together. In Chinese this can be call "受宠若惊“. 


Then we went to a store. She wanna look again the PINK bag she desire. He search for his shorts and i go for my favorite Bags~~~!!!!hehe~~~
Later he ask me wanna leave already is it, then he said:"你等我买了裤子，才可以走啊" Huh~ me again~ Surprise again~~!!! But least happy~~hehe~!!


Later i need to go off first , because it is my mom's big day~! hahahahahahahahah~


photos:

Beverage he ordered.

me ^_^

Q

I found myself so natural in this photo. *_*

Feeling:
These 2 days are very simple,nothing special happened. But for me, I really enjoy being with them. Maybe sometime I'll feel odd, being with them. But forget 'bout it~! The little little things you may not notice you do for me, makes my day greats,thanks! Really like to be with you two~ Hopefully you like me too.


Love, 
sid f 03/09

Sg.Siput

After leaving Kinta City, Ipoh. We are heading to Sg. Siput. Ah ping be the driver. Sis and Jayden on the front seat, me ivy and Lw on the back seats. On the journey, we chat around with sis (i called her jiejie!) She asked us, Q is it ah ping girlfriend then we say YES~! hahahaha~~ we told jiejie many things about ah ping and Q. Ah ping turn his face and use his fierce eye i looked at me, trying to warn me not to say anything anymore. But but.........., i can't control myself~~ keep blasting out all the things. Ah ping said wanna leave me outside his house , and i asked jiejie to protect me. I think he gotta kill me~!!!!!!! But jiejie promise to protect me so i continue telling stories. I tried no to say anymore but.......... i really can't control~!

Later we reach his house and pack out stuff to his room. He gave us their traditional "西洋菜凉水", water chest herbal tea. Tastes good, cause i like 西洋菜. Then Ah ping asked us to take bath and having Ipoh Bean Sprout Chicken in Ipoh.

After i take my bath, i stay in the room and arrange my stuff. Then Ah ping walk in shirtless with a pink towel. At 1st i do not realize that towel is Q's. When he hang it ,i saw Hello Kitty and looks familiar~! He don't use pink color stuff!!!!! Then i ask him, why he is using Q's towel. He said last few days she borrowed him one. ( I knew that too) But this is his home, he doesn't has a towel at HOME??? So i recorded him using the Hello Kitty towel hehe~I wanted to show jiejie ,but she is busying, Ah ping so scare that time haha~. Then i quickly ran down to show Lw and Ivy. I don't know Ah ping family has came back, I'm too excited to show them and my reaction scares jiejie's husband~~ How embarrassing~~!!!!! Then i pretend nothing show them. Later i went back to the room and take a short nap since Ah ping is still preparing. 


Suddenly! i feel a hand putting in my pocket. Then i awake, is ah ping. He asked me to lie properly on the bed, i know he wants my phone. So i purposely not lying properly, and he says help me massage, but wanna grab my phone. Then i quickly go down and Bluetooth the video that i recorded just now to Lw and Ivy.




Later, we when back to Ipoh to have our dinner and supper there. After that , we went back to Sg Siput, because Ivy is drowsy now wanna sleep. Then we go back home, ivy straight away go lying on the bed. Lw go take bath. Ah ping and I watch TV. Later all have done and ready to sleep. Lw and i still chit-chatting. I asked a few sensitive question to Ah Ping, he honestly answer o~ Then suddenly ,Lw said a bit hungry wanna have something to eat. Aha~! Ah ping surely agree one, then quickly put on his shirt and go! Me and Ivy is so don't know what to do. I just grab my phone and followed them.

He drove to a traffic light and realize he already brushed is teeth, then suddenly U-turn and head to his farm.
On the way to his farm, we saw cute wild boars walking on the road. At 1st i feel excited and scary on going to the jungle mid-night. But once we go in the feeling is not to bad. He turned off the car light the forest view to totally different. Very cool and romantic watching the sky. But when you looked back into the deep forest, scary feeling comes again.

Later, Ah Ping brought us to look around the new village, and the place he used to hang around on the school days. On the whole journey, me and Lw keeping talking non-stop. Ah Ping join 1 or2 sentences. Ivy sleeps only~! After we went back home again, this time we really wanted to sleep already, but still me and Lw keep talking! Suddenly i heard Ah Ping was saying something, but couldn't understand what he is talking about. Suddenly he waked up and walked out then came back in lie back on the bed. He's reaction scares me!!!!!!!!
Usually i poke him he will scare one, but i poked him and did something to him, he had no reaction~!

Then he awake, i asked him what happening he said nothing happened and asked me to sleep. Then i stopped thinking about the weird things and slept.

Next day morning! We went to his farm again, last night the farm is locked. Today is open and we go in to visit his farm. When we were there,Ah Ping asked us not to come down from the car, he scare the nasty smell will kill us. But we were already here, why not go and walk around.

He asked us to change our slipper, then we wore boots haha~! The pigs smells ok, but the chicken............hehe!! The really like a tour guide, explaining how the farm run, which and which department.
we saw really cute piglet and there too. Ah ping just worried about our shirt have the pig smell only, keep asking us.

After that, we went to Chemor ( Ahping said is 猪毛) between Ipoh and Sg.Siput, a seafood restaurant to have our lunch. When i stepped in, feel like wow~ It is a wedding dinner!!!! hahahaha~~ After having our lunch is time to say goodbye to Sg.Siput. Ah ping's brother fetched us to the bus station, the bus came and 4 of us came back to KL.


Feelings
I really really have a great time on Sg.Siput. The life there is so different from KL, i experienced many things that KL doesn't have. I love being with my friends in a place i that i'm not familiar with.Still have many places that i haven't visit yet so i'm wishing to go there again ,of cause with my dear friends. 

Ipoh 1st day and 2nd day part 1

Early Saturday(28/8/2010) morning, i support wake up on 8.30, haha but 9am only wake up. After preparing myself already 9.40. My mom ask me to quick, and i will be late.

10.01 I reach Bukit jalil and receive ivy's sms, she say she at the coffee shop under the LRT (Kopi Jantan Coffee Shop) ,i went there tell her my story this morning and wait for the others to come. Ah Ping call me before that , cause he take the wrong train to pandan indah, that i direct him to Chan Sow Lin to change the train. He and Q come together. Once they come, i feel that Q is strange. She was quiet and like refuse to talk with the other,especially me. Ah ping wanna go toilet, she followed. They go for a long time only came back.Later Lw had come too. Ah Ping and Q walk back with a magazine on their hand. I'm still continuing my story to ivy. I take a look on Q, i'm sure she was still mad on me ( yesterday i scolded her badly). 

After we bought the bus ticket, we went to platform12 to wait for the bus. I invite all of them to take photo but Q seems like not willing, just smile a bit to entertain us. Then i was thinking about who i gotta seat with. Q surely do not wanna seat with me , she will seat with Ah Ping. I wanna choose Ballack, but..... ivy said wanna seat with me , then nvm, i seat with ivy, Ballack seat with Lw.

On the bus, we are taking photo happily. But Q and Ah Ping didn't join us. Suddenly, Q sms me.

 "I didn't read ur second msg last9.becoz ur dailou read it n never told me. I just read it." then i replied, 

"Oh then??? Stil mad wif me o! Din choi me oso." Then she replied, "Let u knw my feeling when u no choi me >.<" I don't know what she means on the time. Then I sms her said

 " Huh? U like dunwan me mah, de 1 u choi is Ah ping jer. My mood is gud 2day so a bit noisy wif ppl who wanna choi me lo, Actualy i dun u'stand wat u send me!"

Then she stopped smsing me. Suddenly i was so angry with her, because she simply gave the msg that i sent to her to other people to see, so i sms and scolded her. 

"Suddenly think of sumthing. U let ppl c msg. I feel like play a fool on me! How nuts i'm! Yes'day feel so sorry to u, but none a single word reply 2 me. Feel like my worry is useless and meaningless!!" Then I stopped smsing and sleep on the bus.

Then once arrive to Terminal Medan Gopeng, Ipoh. Ballack walked so fast to the station and called his mom.

Me and ivy taking photos. I tried to invite Q and Lw to join us but they didn't hear me. But fine i go find Ah ping to take photo with me and ivy.

Later we went to Ballack's place, put down our stuff. Ah ping feeling not well , a bit dizzy so he stay at house then the rest go to have lunch. When we gotta get into car, my mom sms me ask me save or not, so i stand a side and reply her. At the moment, i saw Q close the car door. I was shocked~! Then i open the door myself and go into the car and seat beside her. On the whole journey on going around on Ipoh and having our lunch at Dai She Giok. Me and her have no interactive at all. She just talk with Ah ping and Lw only. I really do not know what is happening at all.

Ah Ping hasn't take his meal yet, so we went to a bakery call "Pikachu Cake House" to buy some bread for him. "Pikachu" is one of Q's nickname, i wanna take photo with her on the bakery, but..............she still hasn't talked with me yet.

Then we went back to Ballack's place to have a rest. Q, Ah ping, Lw and me in ballack's room. Ivy and Ballack is playing around on  the ground floor. I pretend nothing happen and chit-chat with them. Suddenly,Lw asked what happen with me and Q! I say nothing, because i don't know what is happening. He ask both of us look each other, i faced her , but she doesn't. Then Ivy came up and play around with us, she perform a dance some more. So funny~~!!

Then Ballack's daddy cooked dinner for us. Then we ask ivy to help out, because she also one of the member of Chan's family.Haha!!After dinner, we went out for a walk on Ipoh Parade. They have supper in there too, my stomach pains again, so i didn't order any food or beverage.

After that , we went back home , because ballack need to go out to find his friend, he left us at home and have nothing to do. Me and ivy watched drama at the ground floor; Lw, Ah ping and Q were taking bath and stay in the room. Lw invite me to join their chats after the drama, and i joined. Ivy still continue watch her drama. When i was in the room, only Lw chats with me, Ah Ping and Q never bother me in the room. For not interrupting them and i do not wanna to sleep in air-con. room, decided not to sleep in the same room.Ivy followed me. I feel a bit depress, they no even wanna ask me not to change room.

Early morning, Ballack came into our room, and ask us wanna wake up and have breakfast or not. Then I simply say :"yala yala". Then Lw came into our room to take his stuff and prepare himself. Suddenly he asked me whether can help him to set his hair or not o~~~~~!!! He asked me like that, how can i say no~ so i help him and prepare myself to go breakfast with Ballack. 

After breakfast, i went into their room, they were still sleeping. Something weird here, before we went out ,i go into their room Ahping and Q sleep on bed. Second time, i wake them up, Q was on bed , but Ah ping sleeping on the mattress on the floor. Wondering what happened just now...............

Later we go and visit San Bao Dong and Kinta City. Q says she have something to do, so she need to back to S'ban 1st. Ah ping her to the bus terminal and accompany her to wait for the bus, and takes 2 hours. 

We stay at Kinta City, walked for 2 hours. Lw bought a shirt there ( Ivy force him to buy).

Then finally Ah ping is back, me ,ivy Lw,Ah ping, Ah ping's sis and his nephew now heading to Sg.Siput..............

To be continue.........