No more waitings!

Actually today i date my friend to go sing k @ Sunway Pyramid. She asked me to wait for her 12pm @ Mid Valley Opp Bus stop, then we go together. 

I scared she wait for me, so i reach there in time 12pm. Then i waited for 1 hour, she hasn't turn up yet , i called and smsed her, but she didn't pick up my calls nor replying me. I have a little worried about her, thought she forgets I waiting or she lost her way here. So I smsed and told her, I'm leaving, but actually i just go into the mall and go shopping. 

Waiting an hour, I'm no feeling of angriness. I just felt disappointing, because my the other friends also put me in fool. They even worse, make me waited them for 2 hours and not just once.They will only appear together. I'm very unhappy with this. Why always treat me like that~! Did I so that not important~!Do they have the passion to meet with me? They make me hanging around like nut, do they feel sorry to me?????? After they saw me, they said nothing and just pretend nothing happened. At first I can pretend nothing happened, I "forgive" them for making me wait for so long. But recently they do it again to me~! I also don't why i still wanna wait for them. I tell myself, just let it go let it go, but after I thought back,  i felt abandon and angry! I treated myself so badly! 

Now i premise myself, I never treat myself so bad any more!